When the present becomes history and the future changes, one can look back and contemplate what happened. The Four Leaf Clover symbolizes luck in life and the same titled song arose when I tried to make myself understand that I needed to be strong. I felt confused and vulnerable. After a long relationship had ended and the anger faded, I finally found the genuine wish for him to be happy.
Four Leaf Clover
(Lyrics)Staring, blindly through the looking glass
Thinking you can scrutinize my every move and thought
I will end up burnt, my ashes on the ground
No, you can’t save me from what I’ve becomeI am here, continuing my dream
I am on my own, as daylight dawnsPast tense, much too different worlds that tried to meet
Fighting, searching for a common figure of speech
Battle, madness of a war without an end
Candle, the flame grow stronger soon to be awakeI am here, continuing my dream
I am on my own, as daylight dawnsBaby, I lay aside my apron for a while
Resting, waiting for somebody else somehow
I wish you’ll find a four-leaf clover of your own
My luck is brewed beneath the surface of my skin, of my skin, of my skin